the best summer ever; because of you.
My first summer with you, was also the best.
For I learnt how to love, and how love feels like.
I had my first kiss, my first touch, my first hugs.
I learnt that to love someone, you learn to let them go.
I learnt that to love someone, you learn to let yourself go too; for them.
whispers of summer
her story
friends
birdsongs
memories
sunrays
sometimes what i want to say isn't apparent through what you just see(:
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
70 questions.
70 Questions.for i'm in need of a distraction and i promised i wouldn't get too zibei over results. [people are complaining that they aren't getting their 3.8+ gpas and ending up with only 3.7+ arghhh ><] so yeah.1) Where is the person you want most right now?i have no idea. actually, he could be anywhere; just not by my side ><2) What are two things that mean a lot?God, and everyone else i love. haha okay that's kinda cheating, i realised xD3) Where will you be 12 hours from now?school. at some talk on 'how to ace that interview'.4) Who has your heart lately?i'm not telling, obviously ._. if you know me well enough you'll know.5) When did you last cry?i can't remember. that's good.6) Can you make yourself cry?no. unless reading emo books or watching emo movies or thinking emo thoughts count.
7) What are you planning to do today?slack for a little, knit, study chinese. and find my mya/eya chinese papers.8) Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?honestly i don't know; because although there are things i'd like to change, there are things i'd like to keep too.
9) What are your favorite colors?haha check my profile page; black, pink, chocolate brown!
10) Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with the letter F?no. i haven't even kissed anyone >.>
11) Have you ever fainted?almost, after prolonged drill in the sun in full uniform.
12) What are you doing tomorrow?going to school to get back chinese prelims. then mugging chinese. then back to school for aforementioned talk. and probably being amazed that the next day's the last day of school already.
13) Are you easily confused?unfortunately, yes.
14) Do you think you would make a good wife?i'll definitely try to. it also would depend on my husband's definition of a good wife, no?
15) What’s your favorite kind of cream?haha ice cream/whipped cream xD yes i know it's very sinful.16) Do you like coffee?nope.
17) Do you like summer?depends on which country it's in!18) Have you ever liked someone who treated you like crap?well, no. no one that's treated me 'like crap', anyway.
19) Is your current hair color mostly your natural hair color?yes! brown that shines orange-ish in the sun<3
20) Where were you at 8am this morning?in school.
21) Do you fall for people easily?depends. yes, normally. no if i've already fallen for someone, naturally.
22) Everything happens for a reason?hmm. i would say so. except perhaps, love?23) Who have you texted in the last 24 hours?shinyi/shaowei
24) How was your day today?average. meaning a good mix of good and bad.
25) How was the week?average, really. 26) Is there something you wish you could tell someone but can't?definitely. but some things are just difficult to say, or aren't meant to be said at this point in time.
27) What are your biggest turn offs?being a wet blanket, for one.
28) Favorite to wear?whatever looks decent? xD oh, and slippers ahaha. pretty ones. i want.29) Do you prefer being single or taken?taken. you people should know this already haha xD
30) Have you ever felt replaced?yes.31) Are you only friends with the rich?no. although it may seem so. yiting and shinyi haha.
32) Has the opposite sex been in your room before?yeah.33) What do you do when you have a bad day?talk to people on msn [read: rant/emo to them]; blog; do random things. 34) Do you believe ex's can really ever be "just friends"?definitely. it's true. i should know this.
35) Is cheating ever okay?it depends on the severity of it, and the circumstances. but cheating on your other half, never.
36) Do you get shy around the people you like?yeah. to an extent.
37) Do you dislike liars?well. it depends, again on the circumstances.38) Does anyone want to ask you out right now?i don't think so. at least, if there is i don't know that he wants to ask me out.
39) Would you get married right now if you could?no. sixteen's too young, honestly. when i'm twenty-two, maybe.
40) What will you do on Sunday?go for chinese tuition. and probably mug chinese.
41) What’s your least favorite food?durians. eggplants too. i can't decide which i dislike more.
42) What are you most afraid of?having the whole world desert me forever.
43) What sounds good right now?cold blackforest cake! and the three words i want to hear, naturally.
44) What was the last thing you drank?water.
45) If you took a drug test would you pass it?well i passed my pharm chem options test, so yes? xD
46) Are you a really understanding person?well i'll be there to listen, but as to whether i'm really understanding or not, it honestly depends on who you ask.
47) What’s tomorrow?the dreaded return of the chinese prelims; and chinese mugging session. that talk seems insubstantial next to these two.
48) How are you feeling?hmm. rather ambivalent now, actually.
49)A fact about the person you don’t like?can't think of a general trait now.
50)What happened at 10:00 am today?running around rp for rgsquest.51)Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?no.
52)Something you just don’t understand?how something that was just perfect could disappear within such a short time..
53)What is the last thing someone bought you?my birthday cake, i think.
54) When was the last time you saw your third best friend?hmm who'd that be in the first place? geneve? on tuesday.55) Where did you last eat?tangs. lunch with chele, which ended up in prom window-shopping xD
56) Name someone whose name starts with the letter K?hmmmm. keshia? she's the first one that comes to mind, but then i don't really know people with names starting with k.
57) Who’s the person you miss most right now?i'm not telling, obviously ._. if you know me well enough you'll know.
58) Do you plan on moving out in the next year?well, moving out of rg and into rj! oh darn, it'll be called ri(jc) by then.
59) What were you doing at 11:30pm last Friday night?hmm i think i was asleep already xD60) Honestly, how many people have you been in love with?ehheh. a riddle; as many people as the number of holes a pair of new socks has. hahaha xD61) Do you have a job?well, officially, a student.
62) What are you doing besides this meme?listening to music/playing mousehunt on facebook/talking on msn.
63) What are your plans in the future?do well for alvls and get to uni and do what i want to do? either drug research, or hopefully i get to stay home and look after the kids xD
64) What is your current problem?haha this one's kinda obv. i don't have to say it ._.
65) What’s your hobby?check my profile page! xD okay fine. knitting/writing/blogging/etc haha.
66) Who was the last person you saw?either my gran or one of my brothers. i don't even remember, they keep walking past me.67) Who is the last person you freaked out on?honestly, i don't remember.68) Do you like someone right now?again, this is obvious, if you've been paying attention to my previous answers.69) Do you regret anything that you have done?definitely.
70) Do you get pissed off easily?usually, no. but it depends on whether i've been frazzled enough that i can't stand a disturbance i deem unnecessary. like when i have something due the next day and i'm trying to chiong. 5:08 pm
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
70 questions. 70 Questions.for i'm in need of a distraction and i promised i wouldn't get too zibei over results. [people are complaining that they aren't getting their 3.8+ gpas and ending up with only 3.7+ arghhh ><] so yeah.1) Where is the person you want most right now?i have no idea. actually, he could be anywhere; just not by my side ><2) What are two things that mean a lot?God, and everyone else i love. haha okay that's kinda cheating, i realised xD3) Where will you be 12 hours from now?school. at some talk on 'how to ace that interview'.4) Who has your heart lately?i'm not telling, obviously ._. if you know me well enough you'll know.5) When did you last cry?i can't remember. that's good.6) Can you make yourself cry?no. unless reading emo books or watching emo movies or thinking emo thoughts count.
7) What are you planning to do today?slack for a little, knit, study chinese. and find my mya/eya chinese papers.8) Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?honestly i don't know; because although there are things i'd like to change, there are things i'd like to keep too.
9) What are your favorite colors?haha check my profile page; black, pink, chocolate brown!
10) Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with the letter F?no. i haven't even kissed anyone >.>
11) Have you ever fainted?almost, after prolonged drill in the sun in full uniform.
12) What are you doing tomorrow?going to school to get back chinese prelims. then mugging chinese. then back to school for aforementioned talk. and probably being amazed that the next day's the last day of school already.
13) Are you easily confused?unfortunately, yes.
14) Do you think you would make a good wife?i'll definitely try to. it also would depend on my husband's definition of a good wife, no?
15) What’s your favorite kind of cream?haha ice cream/whipped cream xD yes i know it's very sinful.16) Do you like coffee?nope.
17) Do you like summer?depends on which country it's in!18) Have you ever liked someone who treated you like crap?well, no. no one that's treated me 'like crap', anyway.
19) Is your current hair color mostly your natural hair color?yes! brown that shines orange-ish in the sun<3
20) Where were you at 8am this morning?in school.
21) Do you fall for people easily?depends. yes, normally. no if i've already fallen for someone, naturally.
22) Everything happens for a reason?hmm. i would say so. except perhaps, love?23) Who have you texted in the last 24 hours?shinyi/shaowei
24) How was your day today?average. meaning a good mix of good and bad.
25) How was the week?average, really. 26) Is there something you wish you could tell someone but can't?definitely. but some things are just difficult to say, or aren't meant to be said at this point in time.
27) What are your biggest turn offs?being a wet blanket, for one.
28) Favorite to wear?whatever looks decent? xD oh, and slippers ahaha. pretty ones. i want.29) Do you prefer being single or taken?taken. you people should know this already haha xD
30) Have you ever felt replaced?yes.31) Are you only friends with the rich?no. although it may seem so. yiting and shinyi haha.
32) Has the opposite sex been in your room before?yeah.33) What do you do when you have a bad day?talk to people on msn [read: rant/emo to them]; blog; do random things. 34) Do you believe ex's can really ever be "just friends"?definitely. it's true. i should know this.
35) Is cheating ever okay?it depends on the severity of it, and the circumstances. but cheating on your other half, never.
36) Do you get shy around the people you like?yeah. to an extent.
37) Do you dislike liars?well. it depends, again on the circumstances.38) Does anyone want to ask you out right now?i don't think so. at least, if there is i don't know that he wants to ask me out.
39) Would you get married right now if you could?no. sixteen's too young, honestly. when i'm twenty-two, maybe.
40) What will you do on Sunday?go for chinese tuition. and probably mug chinese.
41) What’s your least favorite food?durians. eggplants too. i can't decide which i dislike more.
42) What are you most afraid of?having the whole world desert me forever.
43) What sounds good right now?cold blackforest cake! and the three words i want to hear, naturally.
44) What was the last thing you drank?water.
45) If you took a drug test would you pass it?well i passed my pharm chem options test, so yes? xD
46) Are you a really understanding person?well i'll be there to listen, but as to whether i'm really understanding or not, it honestly depends on who you ask.
47) What’s tomorrow?the dreaded return of the chinese prelims; and chinese mugging session. that talk seems insubstantial next to these two.
48) How are you feeling?hmm. rather ambivalent now, actually.
49)A fact about the person you don’t like?can't think of a general trait now.
50)What happened at 10:00 am today?running around rp for rgsquest.51)Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?no.
52)Something you just don’t understand?how something that was just perfect could disappear within such a short time..
53)What is the last thing someone bought you?my birthday cake, i think.
54) When was the last time you saw your third best friend?hmm who'd that be in the first place? geneve? on tuesday.55) Where did you last eat?tangs. lunch with chele, which ended up in prom window-shopping xD
56) Name someone whose name starts with the letter K?hmmmm. keshia? she's the first one that comes to mind, but then i don't really know people with names starting with k.
57) Who’s the person you miss most right now?i'm not telling, obviously ._. if you know me well enough you'll know.
58) Do you plan on moving out in the next year?well, moving out of rg and into rj! oh darn, it'll be called ri(jc) by then.
59) What were you doing at 11:30pm last Friday night?hmm i think i was asleep already xD60) Honestly, how many people have you been in love with?ehheh. a riddle; as many people as the number of holes a pair of new socks has. hahaha xD61) Do you have a job?well, officially, a student.
62) What are you doing besides this meme?listening to music/playing mousehunt on facebook/talking on msn.
63) What are your plans in the future?do well for alvls and get to uni and do what i want to do? either drug research, or hopefully i get to stay home and look after the kids xD
64) What is your current problem?haha this one's kinda obv. i don't have to say it ._.
65) What’s your hobby?check my profile page! xD okay fine. knitting/writing/blogging/etc haha.
66) Who was the last person you saw?either my gran or one of my brothers. i don't even remember, they keep walking past me.67) Who is the last person you freaked out on?honestly, i don't remember.68) Do you like someone right now?again, this is obvious, if you've been paying attention to my previous answers.69) Do you regret anything that you have done?definitely.
70) Do you get pissed off easily?usually, no. but it depends on whether i've been frazzled enough that i can't stand a disturbance i deem unnecessary. like when i have something due the next day and i'm trying to chiong.
i'm just the girl in the corner, the girl with the wistful eyes;
jiaying
seventeen! but that'll change on 220910 xD
rafflesian
113'05, 210'06, 315'07, 415'08 10S03P!
redcrosser passed out;
tribunist [vchair yay :D] said farewell;
but i'll never forget those days(:
archer! :D
still a writer, yep.
save me...
absolutely deranged
chocoholic
shopaholic
complete psychotic
stress-hater
panicky [i'm serious.]
unfortunately, more often than not, a broken rose.
... before i drive myself mad.
je t'aime;
rgsrcy
tribune
rj archery!
writers' guild!
reading! xD
dancing <3!
singing
going on facebook and playing random games there HAHA
grand pianos [oh, nothing beats a grand!]
black; pink; chocolate brown :D
astronomy; knitting; archeryyy(:
pool; bridge; mahjong! xD
chemistry! [favourite subject (:]
needless to say, we must never leave out the two essences of life, chocolate and shopping! i can never do without
them hahaha(x
for all life is a dream, and dreams themselves are only dreams;
ra science nahh no chance alr. but nevermind(:
>3.6 gpa [HAHA YES I DID IT FOR SECTHREE!(:]
tribune chair vchair's good enough. and in any case, my term's over anyway.
>3.6 SECFOUR gpa! YES I DID IT AGAIN! :D
rj chem ra! thank God i got in! :D
or uwc nordic! didn't apply; decided that specialising in sciences was the wiser choice, given my inaptitude
for humanities ><
rj dance! street/intl also can :D :Dbut nevermind, because rj archery pwns all now!
not forgetting the typical wish for world peace, duh. (:
and i wish i could have him. or at least, if we're not meant to be, someone to love
and to love me back. &it's true that love ends up being a battlefield sometimes, but it's still love; blessed
love.
for we were meant to last forever;
i find my paradise when you look me in the eyes-
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